I keep afloat like a toddler in the water
I keep a note to remind me of our departure
My head is all up in a perceptive
Divided hemispheres reminiscin' on it every second

I count my blessings then divide 'em over sinnin'
I get a decimal because all I do is kick it
With some raunchy ass hoebags, snappin' a throwback
So in the future they can contemplate on how they know that
Everything is not what they once though it was
And sometimes I be questionin' the God above
Because I got some fuckin' family issues, I'll pass on tissues
Because all my life, all I've wanted was just a little I miss you

But yo I got it from the wrong lips: my would-be alums
And I was thinkin' all of it may have been lust
I didn't want nothin' but sex in the midst of our relationship
And yeah I cheated on your ass and (but) I'm the one regrettin' it
I second this, with the fact I never really loved you
At the time I did, but then I was rigid like double u
And stuck like a plateau, not in-sync
Questionin' if everything is not what you think

15 phases, still feelin' out of touch with my reality
50 prayers to God askin' him to keep my family safe
Misplaced is an understatement
(Cause) in actuality I'm not really the man that you created
I'm not the little Andy that you thought was so innocent
I'm not the same person, 3 years back, now I'm different
But still I keep shiftin', back to my old days
I'll never let the misses or the bitches make me Cobain

I will not be a no-name
But first, let me find my major into college and then we can revoke pain
The pain of always feelin' stresses to impress
I Blistex the bullshit and leave 'em debt
Hope I won't regret spendin' a couple hundred thousand
On an education just so I can be set
For what the world holds
No black magic that's some frog's toes
It must be fools gold or Pinocchio's nose

Thinkin' money ain't the only thing to keep me satisfied?
If you thinkin' that it ain't a burden then that is a lie
In an half an hour just might hit the hay....
After reminiscin' on the party and the whole day